Peppylady asked this question over at her blog:
What have or haven’t you accomplished in your life?
I’ve accomplished some of my long term goals:
- Found a good, loving, compassionate man who loves me for who I am.
- Bought a house
- Got two college degrees
But I haven’t accomplished other things I’ve very much desired:
- I don’t have a farm
- I don’t have a career
- I don’t have autonomy
- I don’t have financial independence
- I’ve not been to Tristan Da Cunha
- I’ve not made peace with my demons
2, 3, 4 in the second should be combined but… they also need to be seperate. At this point I’m not sure a career, autuomony, and financial independence are feasible goals. Not being able to find a job after almost a year of joblessless is spirialing me into a deep, deep depression. And with winter looming I fear for my mental health during The Dark Time (Mabon to Yule).